why are people the way they are.
had npcc filming yesterday.
and i really regret to say that the pon rate was extremely high.
i mean, what the hell is wrong with the sec 4s?
if you don't intend to come at all, SAY SO. and don't make those who did come possibly waste their time and effort.
is there even any point in punishing them for it?
what has 4 years of npcc taught them? to pon whatever that is remotely ponnable? what happened to all that they said in interviews about giving their all for the unit, and doing whatever the unit requires of them?
complete crap.
so much for ranks. can't believe the kind of staff sergeants that we're having this year. some of them don't deserve it at all. really, i'd rather a rankless cadet who is committed to the unit and is serious about contributing than a staff sergeant who doesn't give a damn about the unit and is just showing up because he has to, for attendance, to avoid getting into trouble with the teachers, cca points or whatnot.
i feel like i've been made a fool of. thinking that it was possible to change the mindsets of otherwise lousy cadets. thinking that you know, some of them just haven't seen the point of npcc and all you gotta do is just to show them that. but it turns out some of them are just plain irresponsible and unappreciative ingrates, with totally disgusting character.
and society just has to have tons of these people. why's the world so screwed up, someone please tell me.
it really doesn't help that i haven't started to realise how close we are to promos. why, o level prelims (we're taking it like the sec4s for practice) are just 2 weeks away. throw in chem spa, phy spa, phy class test, econs test and the next few weeks will just be hell. i have not even talked about the time that goes to homework, sleep, and cca (which just got a whole lot busier with the starting of my initiative), and the other random things in my life that will just drop down and come along.
i don't feel like i can get 4 As for promos anymore. i just feel so helpless right now. its not that i don't want to do things, but sometimes its as if whatever i do will all go to waste eventually. and then what's the point of doing anything at all? maybe i'm just being stupid. i need to talk to people who're feeling similarly. that always makes me feel better, talking.
no wonder blogging about it helps.
so does listening to emo type music.
living the life you want is never easy.
"Every Little Thing You Do"
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
had npcc filming yesterday.
and i really regret to say that the pon rate was extremely high.
i mean, what the hell is wrong with the sec 4s?
if you don't intend to come at all, SAY SO. and don't make those who did come possibly waste their time and effort.
is there even any point in punishing them for it?
what has 4 years of npcc taught them? to pon whatever that is remotely ponnable? what happened to all that they said in interviews about giving their all for the unit, and doing whatever the unit requires of them?
complete crap.
so much for ranks. can't believe the kind of staff sergeants that we're having this year. some of them don't deserve it at all. really, i'd rather a rankless cadet who is committed to the unit and is serious about contributing than a staff sergeant who doesn't give a damn about the unit and is just showing up because he has to, for attendance, to avoid getting into trouble with the teachers, cca points or whatnot.
i feel like i've been made a fool of. thinking that it was possible to change the mindsets of otherwise lousy cadets. thinking that you know, some of them just haven't seen the point of npcc and all you gotta do is just to show them that. but it turns out some of them are just plain irresponsible and unappreciative ingrates, with totally disgusting character.
and society just has to have tons of these people. why's the world so screwed up, someone please tell me.
it really doesn't help that i haven't started to realise how close we are to promos. why, o level prelims (we're taking it like the sec4s for practice) are just 2 weeks away. throw in chem spa, phy spa, phy class test, econs test and the next few weeks will just be hell. i have not even talked about the time that goes to homework, sleep, and cca (which just got a whole lot busier with the starting of my initiative), and the other random things in my life that will just drop down and come along.
i don't feel like i can get 4 As for promos anymore. i just feel so helpless right now. its not that i don't want to do things, but sometimes its as if whatever i do will all go to waste eventually. and then what's the point of doing anything at all? maybe i'm just being stupid. i need to talk to people who're feeling similarly. that always makes me feel better, talking.
no wonder blogging about it helps.
so does listening to emo type music.
living the life you want is never easy.
"Every Little Thing You Do"
Hello, let me know if you hear me
Hello, if you want to be near
Let me know
And I'll never let you go
Hey love
When you ask what I feel, I say love
When you ask how I know
I say trust
And if that's not enough
It's every little thing you do
That makes me fall in love with you
There isn't a way that I can show you
Ever since I've come to know you
It's every little thing you say
That makes me wanna feel this
There's not a thing that I can point to
'Cause it's every little thing you do
Don't ask why
Let's just feel what we feel
'Cause sometimes
It's the secret that keeps it alive
But if you need a reason why
[Chorus]
Is it your smile or your laugh or your heart?
Does it really matter why I love you?
Anywhere there's a crowd, you stand out
Can't you see why they can't ignore you
If you wanna know
Why I can't let go
Let me explain to you
That every little dream comes true
With every little thing you do
It's everything, everything you do
That makes me fall in love with you
It's everything, everything you say
That makes me feel this way
posted by Pan-san at 8/08/2009 11:00:00 PM
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