back, on a better note than what i was at in the last post.
guess i've sorted some things out for myself. i admit that it may still come to nought, true, but nevertheless i'll keep that hope alive, and with hope there's a motivation to go on. i'll just continue to do what i can to make your life better, happier, in my own way. it's the least i can do, even if it's unreturned. you know what, just hearing your voice, seeing your face gets my spirits up. and that's how big an impact you have on me. if only you knew...
a big thanks to those who've helped to make the way ahead a little clearer, as well as simply listening to me rant my concerns. thanks for listening, empathising and offering advice (even if it's limited), it was really what i badly needed. you guys are great friends, don't hesitate to come to me if you need help too! i'm always available and ready to listen and help; at your service! =)
haven't really started on any work yet, and that's really bad news. i still have about 7-8 days at least that i'll be out, which really leaves little less than 2 weeks to mug for CTs. crap...gonna die. i need motivation! someone give me that. mugging sessions would be great, but then my mum might start asking suspiciously about what i'm going out for...hai, she doesn't believe me. damn sad la...oh well. life really isnt a fairy tale and we should never expect it to be.
yesterday had CI duty at npcc hq. well, not really duty, more like going there to do admin, due to a lack of options to clock up hq hours. zzz ok...but at least it was fun, frequently spotting familiar names among the piles of CI forms that we had to key in the data into excel sheets. though otherwise, kind of a tedious boring and repetitive task...guess that's why we were asked to do it right? =/
oh but had dinner with sec3s after that! was something to look forward to. quite a nice bonding session...though sometimes i wish that they would be abit more inquisitive about my life HAHA. or that i had taken more time out to know them during training or something...
and i got so bored that i started camwhoring in the hq office...not sure if i should put them on facebook leh. not that they're unglam but...abit shameless? >.<
oh yes. and i got a terrible haircut today. damn...i have no idea why my whole family thinks it looks good. it sucks please...i look like a total toot. please grow back to what it was in the past soon! please please please...
i realised that avril lavigne's songs are pretty good. took a liking to 4 of them...and grew to like a couple of jap songs that i got from victor today too. interesting, how we can not really like something initially, and then all of a sudden can't take our senses off it.
somehow, taking long walks by yourself is really therapeutic. you get to calm down inside, just take in whatever's around you, and enjoy the moment. wondeful feeling. except that i dont have the luxury of time to go around doing that...
wish i could do more for rinpcc...there're some crop ups for my masterplan for the sec3 training programme sigh. well, i just hope that they'll go on and learn much from LMSC, have a positive attitude, come for the sec3-sec1 camp prepared and own!
sidepoint, i'm gonna have a hell of a fun time then. but its a pity that the 2 camps are run simultaneously; i can't split myself into two! argh, gonna be crazy running to and fro to oversee both man. at least i'll have fun! =)
right now, i really need to get back to PW, finish editing the interview and survey questions, and then send them to mr koh before the night/day is over. so that tomorrow when i'm back he'll have comments/approved it and we can proceed with our schedule asap.
it's 1.39am now. holy. and i gotta go out tomorrow. some x stigma workshop zz. kind of a waste of time since it's so short and then after that nothing important on, but at least i'm meeting victor so we'll have a fun time sharing experiences ^.^ and the place is pretty near my house too...okok. time to make like a...dog? ah whatever. bye.
guess i've sorted some things out for myself. i admit that it may still come to nought, true, but nevertheless i'll keep that hope alive, and with hope there's a motivation to go on. i'll just continue to do what i can to make your life better, happier, in my own way. it's the least i can do, even if it's unreturned. you know what, just hearing your voice, seeing your face gets my spirits up. and that's how big an impact you have on me. if only you knew...
a big thanks to those who've helped to make the way ahead a little clearer, as well as simply listening to me rant my concerns. thanks for listening, empathising and offering advice (even if it's limited), it was really what i badly needed. you guys are great friends, don't hesitate to come to me if you need help too! i'm always available and ready to listen and help; at your service! =)
haven't really started on any work yet, and that's really bad news. i still have about 7-8 days at least that i'll be out, which really leaves little less than 2 weeks to mug for CTs. crap...gonna die. i need motivation! someone give me that. mugging sessions would be great, but then my mum might start asking suspiciously about what i'm going out for...hai, she doesn't believe me. damn sad la...oh well. life really isnt a fairy tale and we should never expect it to be.
yesterday had CI duty at npcc hq. well, not really duty, more like going there to do admin, due to a lack of options to clock up hq hours. zzz ok...but at least it was fun, frequently spotting familiar names among the piles of CI forms that we had to key in the data into excel sheets. though otherwise, kind of a tedious boring and repetitive task...guess that's why we were asked to do it right? =/
oh but had dinner with sec3s after that! was something to look forward to. quite a nice bonding session...though sometimes i wish that they would be abit more inquisitive about my life HAHA. or that i had taken more time out to know them during training or something...
and i got so bored that i started camwhoring in the hq office...not sure if i should put them on facebook leh. not that they're unglam but...abit shameless? >.<
oh yes. and i got a terrible haircut today. damn...i have no idea why my whole family thinks it looks good. it sucks please...i look like a total toot. please grow back to what it was in the past soon! please please please...
i realised that avril lavigne's songs are pretty good. took a liking to 4 of them...and grew to like a couple of jap songs that i got from victor today too. interesting, how we can not really like something initially, and then all of a sudden can't take our senses off it.
somehow, taking long walks by yourself is really therapeutic. you get to calm down inside, just take in whatever's around you, and enjoy the moment. wondeful feeling. except that i dont have the luxury of time to go around doing that...
wish i could do more for rinpcc...there're some crop ups for my masterplan for the sec3 training programme sigh. well, i just hope that they'll go on and learn much from LMSC, have a positive attitude, come for the sec3-sec1 camp prepared and own!
sidepoint, i'm gonna have a hell of a fun time then. but its a pity that the 2 camps are run simultaneously; i can't split myself into two! argh, gonna be crazy running to and fro to oversee both man. at least i'll have fun! =)
right now, i really need to get back to PW, finish editing the interview and survey questions, and then send them to mr koh before the night/day is over. so that tomorrow when i'm back he'll have comments/approved it and we can proceed with our schedule asap.
it's 1.39am now. holy. and i gotta go out tomorrow. some x stigma workshop zz. kind of a waste of time since it's so short and then after that nothing important on, but at least i'm meeting victor so we'll have a fun time sharing experiences ^.^ and the place is pretty near my house too...okok. time to make like a...dog? ah whatever. bye.
posted by Pan-san at 6/06/2009 01:18:00 AM
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