i just had a fall tonight.
fell on my hip.
and now, i'm walking with a limp due to the pain i get when i try to put my weight on my left leg.

mom says it may be a hip fracture.
seriouly, please dont let it be.
i just read up abit online and it says that hip fractures require serious surgery.
not to mention post surgery treatment.

omg i can't afford to be out of action for the next few weeks.
damn crucial, be it studies or cca interviews.
if i'm out of action i'm screwed. like totally. and forever.
hip fractures tend to have a permanent effect even after surgery it seems.

i sincerely pray now to god that such a thing not befall on me. at least, not during this crucial period of time. i'm willing to "postpone" it till the june holidays if need be; anything as long as i don't become crippled during this time.

i have a really bad feeling about this. i just hope tomorrow when i wake up, it all feels better (i doubt the pain will be gone, it'll at least be as bad as a bruise, and seeing it's at the hip...).

please god. please.