i'm still procrastinating like hell.

i did NOTHING today.
nothing constructive anyway.

only thing was perhaps finishing my HCL worksheets (which i told myself to finish yesterday in school, but it didnt transpire, as expected), getting a haircut and replying to a few important emails.

that was it. the rest was msn and facebook and slacking and sleeping.
pathetic yes, i know.

i think i must really fail a test or two for me to get slapped awake and then get serious with mugging. right now i'm really just doing what i need to to survive. and teachers have started threatening us with white slips if we do not do homework. great...for forcing me to do homework, i guess.

and i kind of feel guilty for the fact that i have not been attending/going for any NPCC area 4 stuff. i mean, sometimes it's not a matter that i really have stuff on that day, but just that i don't really feel the obligation/need/desire to go. i know few other area CIs there (as do all RI CIs, for some reason), the programme is not exactly fun/related to us, and we have to wear npcc uniform for some too. not to mention homework load and whatever other pseudo-important stuff i might have on all the time. all dumb excuses yes i know, but i always convince myself in the end that i'm right in doing so. i suppose i might be redeeming myself by promising that i'll be alot more enthusiastic for the area 4 LMSC, what with the prospect of possibly being able to be coordinators of the same group with joseph and all (that was not meant to be gay or anything...in case anyone jumps to that conclusion).