omg i love JJ lin now.
fine call me slow, but i just realised that his songs are super good.
man i love karaoke. not that i have some godly singing skills to boast of, but i think singing is an excellent method of expression of oneself. regardless of good singing skill or otherwise, yes.
hmm and i think the trip to junyan's house can be very accurately summarised as fun.
well, now OP's over and so is chinese. both seemed to have went by alright, and i sure hope it will stay that way even after the results come out. what a sigh of relief, i can forget the notion of exams for a month plus or so now. oh no but holidays are supposedly to revise J1 stuff in view of A levels next year. grr.
at any rate though, it's time now to turn to the other things in life. cca, friends, and whatnot will be back. i'm trying to give myself alot to do during this holiday, but somehow it seems so much like "wrong place wrong time". argh, this kinda sucks. but anyway, i'll see how it goes.
i'm reminded of how i got super pissed off today at my sec3s. handover already and yet they're handing in pathetic absurd standards for their camp proposals. i can't believe that they don't have the maturity or even intelligence to buck up and at least put on a decent show for me (not that i want that to happen of course, but fact is they aren't even bothering to bluff me, which really says alot about how bad the situation is).
i've got too many times of hope and then disappointment, it's starting to become a numbing feeling. no, i don't want to become like that please. it's a really sad way to live your life.
this does feel like start of the year all over again in a way. it's the same feeling of apprehension, uncertainty, and basically not knowing what to do. i need people to talk to, to ask, and to get advice. i really appreciate and need the consent and support from others to feel good about myself, i realised.
but despite the negative spate of events, i'm so glad that i have my few good friends whom i can always turn to for a heart to heart chat, and my music even. it's almost like a tranquiliser for me, it can stabilise all the fluctuating emotions that i come under.
it's enough said for today. tomorrow will mark the start of a new chapter..(ok i didn't mean for it to be so drama, but hope the point got across)
fine call me slow, but i just realised that his songs are super good.
man i love karaoke. not that i have some godly singing skills to boast of, but i think singing is an excellent method of expression of oneself. regardless of good singing skill or otherwise, yes.
hmm and i think the trip to junyan's house can be very accurately summarised as fun.
well, now OP's over and so is chinese. both seemed to have went by alright, and i sure hope it will stay that way even after the results come out. what a sigh of relief, i can forget the notion of exams for a month plus or so now. oh no but holidays are supposedly to revise J1 stuff in view of A levels next year. grr.
at any rate though, it's time now to turn to the other things in life. cca, friends, and whatnot will be back. i'm trying to give myself alot to do during this holiday, but somehow it seems so much like "wrong place wrong time". argh, this kinda sucks. but anyway, i'll see how it goes.
i'm reminded of how i got super pissed off today at my sec3s. handover already and yet they're handing in pathetic absurd standards for their camp proposals. i can't believe that they don't have the maturity or even intelligence to buck up and at least put on a decent show for me (not that i want that to happen of course, but fact is they aren't even bothering to bluff me, which really says alot about how bad the situation is).
i've got too many times of hope and then disappointment, it's starting to become a numbing feeling. no, i don't want to become like that please. it's a really sad way to live your life.
this does feel like start of the year all over again in a way. it's the same feeling of apprehension, uncertainty, and basically not knowing what to do. i need people to talk to, to ask, and to get advice. i really appreciate and need the consent and support from others to feel good about myself, i realised.
but despite the negative spate of events, i'm so glad that i have my few good friends whom i can always turn to for a heart to heart chat, and my music even. it's almost like a tranquiliser for me, it can stabilise all the fluctuating emotions that i come under.
it's enough said for today. tomorrow will mark the start of a new chapter..(ok i didn't mean for it to be so drama, but hope the point got across)
posted by Pan-san at 11/12/2009 11:21:00 PM
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