tired out after 2 simultaneous camps.
not to mention, i'm suffering from abit of culture shock at the moment. always happens to me after returning from camps. feels out of touch with the environment.

coming back to the real world kind of sucks, especially when it's one of endless and (at least to some extent) mindless mugging for CTs. no wonder people relish and cherish the occasional escapade and respite from work.

oh well. take aways from the camps are aplenty. besides the fun and friends made, the fact that this is the last camp i'll attend for entre and probably the last camp too for npcc, leaves a slightly bitter aftertaste.

like, you never really realised it but term 1 IS over. and i feel like i haven't done enough.
will term 2 be more fulfilling? i sure hope (and pray that it will be) so.

bleagh, its a bummer that i most likely won't be able to attend G12. i absolutely detest the prospect (i mean the reality) of staying home perpetually for the next 4 days, doing nothing much but mugging and more mugging. life shouldn't be like that, no?

back to the life that shouldn't be this way then..


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郭美美 - 二人同行 [魔幻视界片尾曲!]


勇气带加上宽容
在加无止境溜光的等候
以为这些付出等于美好结果
你却说凭什么

我相信你爱护我
只是爱没有想像中的多
对天空的辽阔来说云算什么
你不会懂我渺小得多宽容

* 爱你不重我要自己不要放开手
不痛不痛 心却独自跳的好寂寞
幸福那个一个美梦 是二人同行才有
你渐渐缺席让我悲叹在未来的入口

# 爱你不重尽管我无力再向前走
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受

我想过很多以后 幻想过快乐也愉悦心痛
爱就像是偏执的风 改雾悬空
只问前进忘了要怎么降落

爱你不重
不痛不痛 就算辛苦得震耳欲聋
爱你我爱到最后 剩回忆这个朋友
爱情从二人同行变成我一个 默默后承受