i just feel really tired.
i've spent 4 days out of 5 this week on npcc stuff. and i got home at 11.30 today from area 4 AGM, which frankly was a rather inefficient affair in my opinion. sigh.
the past week seemed to have passed by really fast. even though alot of things happened, why it seemed as if time passed all the more faster precisely because of that. or is it just my rather heavy head and eyelids that are giving me this illusion now haha i have no idea.
there's so much work argh. j2 is much much harder than i expected. every day is spent keeping pace with the academic progress. i'm not used to nor take easily to such a lifestyle, but maybe it'd be fun to sit in the canteen after school and study together? it just might yea. keep that hope.
i think slowly but surely, such pressure is getting to me. take yesterday, i was asking mrs lim so many questions on just one chem topic (for one of the first few times in my schoolife ever, seriously). i even try to do alot of work every day when i get home, but my stamina's been failing me as the week goes by. like yesterday i couldn't take it already at 11 plus and i just gave up and went to bed. i really don't know how to overcome this, can someone enlighten?
and some things just never leave you. some memories too. let's just put it that our human brain is extremely weird in that the more you want to forget something, the more vividly you remember it. how paradoxical but that's the way the world works, it's full of paradoxes.
i do really think that the question "why?" is one of the most important things/concepts in life. knowing why is the first step to understanding of anything. and more importantly it is the key to conviction.
others should never comment blindly or make silly judgments on issues that they don't fully understand themselves. it upsets me extremely when people put down npcc with totally unbased statements. i mean really, who are you to judge what's right and what's not, what's worth and what's not? even if you can't appreciate where i'm coming from, at least respect the fact that others have their own minds and it's perfectly alright to choose a different route in life to go by.
i'm getting wiped out gradually and losing focus, so i guess i'll stop here.
i've spent 4 days out of 5 this week on npcc stuff. and i got home at 11.30 today from area 4 AGM, which frankly was a rather inefficient affair in my opinion. sigh.
the past week seemed to have passed by really fast. even though alot of things happened, why it seemed as if time passed all the more faster precisely because of that. or is it just my rather heavy head and eyelids that are giving me this illusion now haha i have no idea.
there's so much work argh. j2 is much much harder than i expected. every day is spent keeping pace with the academic progress. i'm not used to nor take easily to such a lifestyle, but maybe it'd be fun to sit in the canteen after school and study together? it just might yea. keep that hope.
i think slowly but surely, such pressure is getting to me. take yesterday, i was asking mrs lim so many questions on just one chem topic (for one of the first few times in my schoolife ever, seriously). i even try to do alot of work every day when i get home, but my stamina's been failing me as the week goes by. like yesterday i couldn't take it already at 11 plus and i just gave up and went to bed. i really don't know how to overcome this, can someone enlighten?
and some things just never leave you. some memories too. let's just put it that our human brain is extremely weird in that the more you want to forget something, the more vividly you remember it. how paradoxical but that's the way the world works, it's full of paradoxes.
i do really think that the question "why?" is one of the most important things/concepts in life. knowing why is the first step to understanding of anything. and more importantly it is the key to conviction.
others should never comment blindly or make silly judgments on issues that they don't fully understand themselves. it upsets me extremely when people put down npcc with totally unbased statements. i mean really, who are you to judge what's right and what's not, what's worth and what's not? even if you can't appreciate where i'm coming from, at least respect the fact that others have their own minds and it's perfectly alright to choose a different route in life to go by.
i'm getting wiped out gradually and losing focus, so i guess i'll stop here.
posted by Pan-san at 1/16/2010 12:16:00 AM
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