i know what's good about going home early now.
the sleep.

anyway, you should really believe in the power of doing homework. ok i must have sounded dumb, but it makes alot of difference to your learning. and you won't get the sinking feeling that you're lagging miles behind. another perk could be that it makes you feel just a little bit more ego when people approach you for help. hahaha.
hmm, makes me wonder why i didn't bother doing so at all last year. could be cause of PW...but that's making it sound quite ridiculous. ah well what matters is things are improving now.

yesterday i got this random brainwave to look up scholarships. i am unsure of what should be my direction in life, and scholarships just serve to complicate matters. scholarships are another one of those huge life decision that we all have to make, along with our jobs, marriages, etc...hmm, a gp essay could possibly spawn from this so i shall not go on. think it's evident enough what the big deal is.

i really would like to ask someone, how would you know if you're making the right decision in life? this is such an inexorably difficlut question. i would like to take it easy but much easier said than done. eventually most of us stumble our way through life, and pause to think about it only too late. i don't want to be one of those people.

reminder to self: i shall be nice!