huff puff.

h3 chem is way tough.
just when i found that my h2 foundation was more than just a little shaky. it's not the best confidence booster around sadly.

progress looks bad though. chemistry i'm not halfway done, econs has always been bad, and math and physics are untouched since promos ended. it's just bad.
oops, did i just forget GP? i'm still for the idea that it's at least somewhat muggable.

but on another note, it's something to be proud of, having at long last completed the camp proposal! hm weird i think i mentioned this already in my last post. short term memory loss sucks rarh. have to suddenly get myself to school tomorrow to get a HUGE printing job done for the camp. i really hope the printing shop lady doesn't walk out on me tomorrow..i'd bang my head on the wall if she isn't there or can't help me for some reason.
did i mention i HATE saigang? especially when it springs up on you last minute.
but then again, everyone does.

hmm really hope that i can make it for mr koh's housewarming. it has to fall on the same day as the camp argh! if it starts in the late morning or something i'd definitely go. even if that means rushing/cabbing to the camp later on. don't want to miss it for anything (except my camp...sigh).

and i've still got a really long (personal) reading list to complete! the psychology of time, the five people you meet in heaven, for one more day, the list goes on...it doesn't seem all that possible to finish them all within the short span of the remainder of this holiday. carrying it over into the school term does seem like the only viable solution.

i should start using on myself some of those pep talk material that i've seen in many of the books read recently. reading without learning is kinda pointless isn't it? yea come on jun xiang you can do it. believing does make a difference, mind you. that's one thing i picked up from all the reading...

2.12am now, hmm. i'm officially a pseudo-owl yay.
alright, time to get some sleep for tomorrow's saigang...

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主唱：林宥嘉


歌詞

是有過幾個不錯對象
說起來并不寂寞孤單
可能我浪盪　讓人家不安
才會結果都健忘
我沒有什麼陰影魔掌　你千萬不要放在心上
我又不脆弱　何況那算什麼傷
反正愛情不就都這樣

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
你懂我的　我對你從來就不會假裝
我哪有說謊　請別以為你有多難忘
消失　真的不是我逞強

我好久沒來這間餐廳　沒想到已經換了裝潢
角落那窗口　聞得到玫瑰花香　被你一說是有些影響
　

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
你知道的　我缺點之一就是很健忘
我哪有說謊　是很感謝今晚的相伴
但我竟然有些不習慣

我沒有說謊　我何必說謊
愛一個人沒愛到難道就會怎麼樣
別說我說謊　人生已經如此的艱難
有些事情就不要拆穿
我沒有說謊　是愛情說謊
它帶你來　騙我說　可我　沒有可能有希望
我沒有說謊　祝你做個幸福的新娘
我的心事請你全遺忘