this place is still highly popular hmm. weird but ok, whatever.

have not got down to a proper post since the sept hols started, so here's one.

today was pw consultation since our draft 2 submission. we got shot down quite abit...apparently in our overzealousness to employ diagrams everywhere, our report became more "conceptually thin". which does actually seem to be the case. and alot of our diagrams got killed off haha, we were pretty indignant about that, especially those who spent so long just to do it up nicely =/ ugh...and then we spent the entire afternoon working on our WR, yet we only managed to edit 2 chapters. bleargh, i don't know if its because we're slow, or that things (as in pw) are supposed to be that way.
well, as long as we get the A at the end of the day (and not screw up our promos for it) that's good enough huh.

and as correctly pointed out today during pw, i'm really a very micro person. haha mr koh mentioned it once before and so did my group. i'm rather bad at GI, ah...i can critique and fine tune all the minor minor points but if you throw me a macro or really vague conceptual idea and expect me to go off from there by myself it's going to be pretty tough. well, i'm not sure its exactly good that my creative juices are somewhat limited, but oh well i'm like that and i guess i'd just have to use that to the best of my abilities.

oh and mr koh is really funny when he starts predicting what everyone will be like 10years down the road. you have to see it for yourself to know what i mean. but i'm a little fearful of what's to come for OP preparation though, it seems like he'll totally slaughter me with my mediocre skills...but, it's a learning process so i tell myself, just take it in good light?

x stigma meeting was a little disorganised (i felt), but i really hope we can do this well. i mean even though it's smack in the middle of promo preparation period (and we're even missing a day of school for it grr), we've come so far to the final ruond and it's just not my style to give it up easily like that. having said that though, i should probably qualify that preparing for it is no easy feat and smoking (if i still intend to do that) would have to be taken to a higher level even.

ahhh, i really hate myself for being so slow/hesitant in my promos mugging. or for that matter, doing any kind of work in general. my inertia is like super high and i have no idea how to get it to go down. plus today was totally gone with pw and x stigma! argh ok i'm damn screwed. AABBC is seriously a pretty ambitious goal already i feel, but yet i'm not sure if that can get me a H3 huh. ok to be honest, econs game theory sounds damn interesting (and it's the only H3 that truly has some appeal of interest to me) but i don't know if i can get it, or if i can do well even if i do get it. sometimes the environment pushes you to opt for other lesser alternatives, but that's life and we'll just have to see how things go.

i know it's a lot of rant about promos, but don't mind me. anyway its a free world so you can always go surf some other blog if you're sick of this...

lots of things have happened recently and i'm not exactly sure how to deal with them. that's life experience for you now isn't it. you're sitting in the classroom right here and now. that's the beauty of life sometimes, but at other times it isn't all that beautiful either. life doesn't really allow you to err and then lets you get away with it all that easily.
but ok this is all so philosophical, so i'll stop.

shall scram to do x stigma (hopefully), and then more mugging.
i'd better persevere through all this...