so that was prom, over and done with.

typically i would go into long drawn-out paragraphs on the above, but not quite this time. inexplicably, i'm at a loss for words. if you want me to summarise how i feel in one word it would have to be simmply this: sad. i really am.

i guess yesterday everyone was still merry and cheerful and checking out each other's awesome attire, basically in a rather high mood to say the least. but it's after you get home, you spend some waking hours afterward, that's when the reality starts to sink in. no more lectures, no more tutorials, no more PE lessons together. why, there aren't even any more exams together. it's almost ironic to say that i would not mind taking As again, if just to be with the class again. you know what they say about having time freeze in that instant, yes how badly i wish it could have.

but life has to move on, we all know that. even if we hate to admit it and would like nothing more than to delude ourselves that this is the case.

at least for the time being, life will feel lost without my friends. it's almost as if a part of you was severed from the rest of you, and you feel incomplete without it. maybe i should be a little less emotional here.

let's just keep the love in our hearts. that is something that remains even as our paths diverge. trusting that one day, when God decreeds, we will meet again.


please search youtube and listen to the song below. believe it would speak to many of us.

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"Say Goodbye"

In the years to come
Will you think about these moments that we shared
In the years to come
Are you gonna think it over
And how we lived each day with no regrets
Nothing lasts forever though we want it to
The road ahead holds different dreams for me and you

[chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though its the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

In a year from now
Maybe there'll be things we'll wish we'd never said
In a year from now
Maybe we'll see each other, standing on the same street corner though it rains
Each and every end is always written in the stars
If only i could stop the World i'd make this last

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
But don't you cry
Because a true love never dies

And when you need my arms to run into
I'll come for you
Nothing will ever change the way i feel

[Chorus]
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts in your heart is the only way for destiny
Sometimes goodbye though it hurts is the only way now for you and me
Though it's the hardest thing to say
I'll miss your love in every way
So say goodbye
Because a true love never dies