promos in 12.
every day is like a countdown to some bomb explosion.
or implosion, since it's more like me killing myself from the inside.
i'm really not doing justice to my own grades to come. didn't mug a single thing for the past 2 days. today wasn't exactly superb either; would you call looking through 3sets of physics lecture notes and then having attempted 10 mcq practice questions something to be proud of?
not quite.
sometimes i wonder what's happened to me. have i become oblivious to what my grades will become? am i totally nonchalant to my future in JC as well as beyond? am i going to just live and let life and not care a hoot or two even if my grades go down the drain (and into the sewers maybe)?
it really looks like i've lost all motivation to study. not that i started out with much, but this year (and right now) it's especially apparent.
can i say that PW's to blame? or even the extremely huge syllabus? no that's just being ridiculous and irresponsible and stupid.
if anything, i'll only have myself to blame at the end for any screwups.
life sucks...
ok, to avoid being 100% negative in this post let me recall yesterday's x stigma final round competition!
it was quite cool, being held outside/at NLB and all that. nice place...
anyway it was quite a rush to set up our booths proper, haha now i appreciate the effort that organisations have to put in just to put up a one day exhibition. not easy, you gotta try it for yourself to understand.
exhibition judging seemed to go by in a swing, and i think i could have done much better in terms of presenting our booth. oh well, experience.
our presentation wasn't bad but i guessed it really lacked the punch that some of the other groups displayed. and our entire campaign lacked a strong theme tying everything together; it was probably one of the factors that killed us. marketing campaigns you see, should naturally have a strong theme to it.
we bagged a consolation prize eventually (there were 5 teams in all), but it's 100bucks apiece! not too bad for my first (if i recall correctly) try at a nationwide competition heh. wonder what i could spend it on...it's probably going to treating my pw group or something, i've owed them that for so long already hahaha.
speaking of which, i really hope PW cycle3 can come to an end soon. it's been endless slogging and i've been really fatigued by all the turn of events. just last meeting i totally blanked out and couldn't do anything for close to 30mins. that was how bad it was...and i felt so guilty about it argh.
it's a pity that cca has been suspended till after promos, so it's alot of just lessons mugging and more mugging (or supposedly so anyway). but i guess it is necessary for such a crucial period.
just hope i can perform. i'm not aiming for deans list, AAABC (with B for GP and C for econs) would be seriously fantastic and i could be ecstatic for a whole week maybe?
now i think it's time to get back to books, i think it's been awaiting my return long enough...
every day is like a countdown to some bomb explosion.
or implosion, since it's more like me killing myself from the inside.
i'm really not doing justice to my own grades to come. didn't mug a single thing for the past 2 days. today wasn't exactly superb either; would you call looking through 3sets of physics lecture notes and then having attempted 10 mcq practice questions something to be proud of?
not quite.
sometimes i wonder what's happened to me. have i become oblivious to what my grades will become? am i totally nonchalant to my future in JC as well as beyond? am i going to just live and let life and not care a hoot or two even if my grades go down the drain (and into the sewers maybe)?
it really looks like i've lost all motivation to study. not that i started out with much, but this year (and right now) it's especially apparent.
can i say that PW's to blame? or even the extremely huge syllabus? no that's just being ridiculous and irresponsible and stupid.
if anything, i'll only have myself to blame at the end for any screwups.
life sucks...
ok, to avoid being 100% negative in this post let me recall yesterday's x stigma final round competition!
it was quite cool, being held outside/at NLB and all that. nice place...
anyway it was quite a rush to set up our booths proper, haha now i appreciate the effort that organisations have to put in just to put up a one day exhibition. not easy, you gotta try it for yourself to understand.
exhibition judging seemed to go by in a swing, and i think i could have done much better in terms of presenting our booth. oh well, experience.
our presentation wasn't bad but i guessed it really lacked the punch that some of the other groups displayed. and our entire campaign lacked a strong theme tying everything together; it was probably one of the factors that killed us. marketing campaigns you see, should naturally have a strong theme to it.
we bagged a consolation prize eventually (there were 5 teams in all), but it's 100bucks apiece! not too bad for my first (if i recall correctly) try at a nationwide competition heh. wonder what i could spend it on...it's probably going to treating my pw group or something, i've owed them that for so long already hahaha.
speaking of which, i really hope PW cycle3 can come to an end soon. it's been endless slogging and i've been really fatigued by all the turn of events. just last meeting i totally blanked out and couldn't do anything for close to 30mins. that was how bad it was...and i felt so guilty about it argh.
it's a pity that cca has been suspended till after promos, so it's alot of just lessons mugging and more mugging (or supposedly so anyway). but i guess it is necessary for such a crucial period.
just hope i can perform. i'm not aiming for deans list, AAABC (with B for GP and C for econs) would be seriously fantastic and i could be ecstatic for a whole week maybe?
now i think it's time to get back to books, i think it's been awaiting my return long enough...
posted by Pan-san at 9/20/2009 12:23:00 AM
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