today's training was not bad. ok very good in fact. took the sec2s ^^
something sian would be that, drills sessions was chao short. and...having too many cooks (us sec3s) kind of spoils the broth too...=X

oh did i mention that about 10ppl were at the interview? yea. didnt look very happy or what when they came out, mind =X
i should start worrying about my own inteview, in any case. mine's fri if u dont know yet, and uh, i think quite a few ppl actually know that im going for sec3 nco. yes no stupid things like accal or what when i dont even want it as first choice. it'll probably dampen my chances for the post i truly want anyway, lol.

ok here begins my cca spammage or something like that. if u have absolutely no interest in npcc or the related, u dont have to read on... =/

heres something to think about. why did so many people put accal/ccal anyway? is it truly that they want to commit/ have the passion to take up the task? this is quite doubtful though. so why do they put it in anyway? because of cca points? because its a slack job, everything pushed to the ccal to do? or just so that you can appear superior to everyone else? whatever the case, i think that all these reasons are plain stupid and lame. its really irresponsible for people who arent prepared/wont commit themselves to the post, to put it down as a choice (and first one at that). what if you really get it? are u sure u will do ur best in that post? if not why not just give it up, and aim for something more practical. this isnt some virtual world la. its reality man. so those people should have woken up. this may be abit late though, some of these ppl have already gone through their interview...=(

speaking of which, i cant bear to think what might happen if i dont get the nco post. mind, that was the only nco-related post which i put in, others were admin posts and the like. so if i dont get nco...its quite gg la, i'll be so damn sad...*sobs* ok but this is not trying to be sarcastic la ok? serious de.
ok you may ask, why take such a stupid post such as NCO? every training sure must come, and nco post has no cca points, does not look as pro as a head of dpt or something, etc etc.

let me tell you the answer. because to me, its worth it. simple? =)
whats so bad about this post? now using my debating skills, i shall rebutt all these points and prove mine superior XD
coming for every trng is no big deal. i've done that for the past 3 years (including this year which is probably the most siao siao one), and i'm pretty dam sure i can do it again in sec4. in fact, training has become a sort of "habit", if you would call it, for me. so i see no reason i would want to pon it or whatnot!
cca points...there are other chances for cca points la, dont see why the whole world is staring at that SI rank. come on, its not THAT imba...ok maybe it is la, but doesnt matter to me. staff sergeant (assuming that i can get it, hopefully) is good enough...
doesnt look as pro? almost same reason as SI rank and such la. it doesnt matter really, what matters is i get to do what i want, AND like. only this way then u can maintain the passion/drive/motivation to carry on with it. =)
oh yes, even though i didnt say it, obviously i want to get into the np exco la. i mean, its all doing more on my part for npcc what. kind of obvious, yes?

holy...i realise its dam frigginnnnnnn long! and lets see, tmr is maths ta, i have a morrison exco interview to do tmr and thats just not a very nice timing. oh dam, and fri afternoon i have lib cip for nyaa too. and just b4 the np interview at that. zzz, nvm shall reduce it to 1hr instead of 1.5 =) nvm de, can makeup for it another time..

hai quite afraid of these 2 coming interviews...guess i'll just have to be confident, and "speak from the heart"! yea! ok heres wishing me good luck in all my future endeavours XD kk..bye.