disappointed.

disappointed.

the standard of trainings nowadays have been going from *ahem* bad, to worse, however unfortunately.
take for example today.
"pt", if you would call it, for a mere 20mins, then play soccer for like 1 hour. kao.

im not sure whether its because they're slack, or because we're taking over soon, or because of many other reasons. but what i do know is, the training we are having, can hardly be considered training. >.<

but at least, at long last, the leadership post interview is coming. at least, i think it should be...=X
im sure theres some nomination form. and they want u to fill in your um, leadership qualities, leadership posts bla bla. sob, i dont exactly have many leadership chances throughout my 3 years...>.< i can only think of calling group leader at the moment, which is like dam screwed up. =(
and as i have said before, i would definitely be asking for NCO. for first choice at least, havent been thinking about an alternative yet...but maybe i should. =/
the fact that i have thought up of like 5 new um, training changes about like a month ago is surely sufficient proof that im sticking to this post.
and, obviously, i really, really hope i can get it. abit unconfident though...later they guailan say "eh not very suitable" then gg. =(
of course there's alot more things that i would want to do for the unit, but...its only possible with...some "help". and hopefully that can be achived =)
will i get what i want? no one will know.

on a side note, i think i should do a review of my tests for today. phy concept map... think went ok la. at least i could do a decent map hierachy...chi cct was ok too. though zong he tian kong screwed up like 6marks worth, but...i think its possible to get 60+ for the test...=/

it has come to this. might as well give it my all. lolx, 1st phrase koped from some dota hero, i believe necrolyte. XD