i forget so often that God loves me.

it's easy to believe in all the goodness and fairness in the world when life is smooth sailing.
but when your life downright sucks, like nothing seems to be going the way you wanted, it's hard to still say with a smile, that you know things are going to be alright.

life is a test of faith. faith the size of a mustard seed may be enough to get you going, but it takes one giant of a faith to keep you going when the giants in your life seem to suffocate you. i think i'll do well as a counselor, by simple virtue that i can empathise well with others, having gone through so many of those things myself.

i'm being excessively touchy-feely again.