i am offically traumatised by proposal/lesson plan editing.
i don't think i will ever generate a sub-standard proposal ever again for the rest of my life. not while my trauma still remains.
i think sometimes a measure of harshness works to jolt people from dreamland.
now i can understand why there are people out there who think RI people are just brains (academically) and little more.

consecutive nights of going out, endless brain cell killing (due to the abovementioned) and sleeping at 2am+ is a sure formula for gg-ness. sigh.

i want better memory to retain all the nuggets of wisdom from the mountain of books (ok i exaggerate) in my house ahh.
bookshops like Borders are bad in that there are TOO MANY BOOKS. you get overwhelmed by all the stuff around you, and good luck to you if you intend to browse through the entire store's collection.

i shall stop talking (i mean typing).
tired dao.
(note to self: don't collapse halfway tomorrow yea.)